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model we talked..for the very first time tonight i was so proud how much you'd grown i watched how you carried yourself and i wanted us to be alone from the looks of things, i'd have to say you're doing well from the minute that our eyes met, i think we could tell that you hadn't forgotten any promises made and if it wasn't for the other guests i would have stayed and later that night when you were all alone in your little apartment and you heard the phone you answered it quick and didn't seem surprised when i asked to come over you could have surmised tell me little beautiful model woman how does it feel when i look at you i wonder why nobody ever asked before what it is you think about when we get through do you think that you're neglected? i will talk to you do you think you have a voice? i will listen to you you want someone to maybe give you some physical contact i will hug you -do you really love yourself...i will love you after all the conversation about family and friends and you showing us all the latest modeling trends you brought out what you said was a portfolio, that featured you in some sort of fashion show after looking at the pictures of you so long and all the other pretty women that's when i knew that you wanted to be one of them all your life but when you needed it the most they deserted you and late at night when you were all alone in that futon thinking all about how the evening had gone it must've been so dark when you heard that phone and then you heard yourself allow me to come over alone what did you think we'd do once i got there? you answered wearing something nice -i'm sorry to stare but it's been such a long time since i've seen you and i can't think of anything i'd rather do do you think that you're forgotten? i'll remember you would you like someone to understand your fears? watch how i protect you when you think nobody knows who you are i'll repeat your name to you and if you need someone to love you i will love you...yeah, i will love you... written by joe herbert, copyright 1993 |